Sunday, July 30, 2017

The End is Nigh!

So it came to pass, the Age of Paintwork drew to a close in the summer of 2017. No longer would he be slathered with architectural coatings on a daily basis, instead heading into the unknown on a new adventure with no set destination or aim but at least he was freed from the monotony and tedium of the Paint. Sights set on a new horizon, a warm wind blowing at his back, he sets off down a new path with a grin on his face and a spring in his step.
 
 
In case it wasn't clear: I've officially handed in a letter of resignation (Finally, after all the complaining I've done), and at this point have little to know idea what I'm gonna do! Exciting stuff, I look forward to finding new things to learn and do. Still 3 weeks left though, so I'm not jumping out the window quite yet.  As such, welcome to another "Sunday Funday" post too. I know it's been a few months, but this is the busy time of year, except this weekend apparently. WEEEEEEE.
 
So yeah, fun exciting new things ams happenings in my lifes, even if I don't know what they are yet. I have some tentative plans, but I haven't hashed out any of the details yet, and I've got enough moola put away that I can just take some time off for a bit and be totally fine, as such we'll just go for it and see what happens!
 
Aaaaaaand suddenly I can't think of anything to ramble about. Great. Fantastic. Just what I want when I have this app open and am typing a new post due to boredom. I blame this flippin' cold that at this point I've had for two weeks and people say it can last potentially months. *grumblegrumble* At this point I'm like a little extra mucus-y and have a cough but that's pretty much it, so hopefully it goes away soon. That said, a cold that's good at its job will keep you a little sick for a long time in order to spread itself as much as possible... so I guess it's doing its job well? Congratulations cold on being super annoying.
 
Alright, something that's actually intersting...uh...Oh, I think I've got most of my "artistic style" hashed out, which I don't have any examples of but I've made good progres on most aspects of being able to draw humanoid type peoples, I still need to practice more (which is a big one on my list of things I'll be doing when "on break") but I think I've figured out at least a starting point for the more complicated aspects of it, so practice practice and hopefully I'll have something that I actually like the whole of instead of just indivicual parts, maybe even like enough to start putting myself out there and drawing for other people, for funsies.
 
 
...great, now I'm having that "I have too much potential" minor mental struggle again. You know the one, with the "I could do pretty much anything" and the "I kinda want to do everything" with a side of "but what do I actually want to do?" in there. That one that comes up a lot and I don't really do anything about it because I don't know what to do about it? Yeah, that one. I'm not sure I'll ever be rid of it, but I try not to worry about it too much and just kinda go with the flow, I find things work out better that way for me.
 
 
All that aside, I may end up doing a bit of traveling in my off time, I haven't really done much traveling in general, and I probably wouldn't go too far, but I think getting out of town for a bit would do me some good, maybe hang out on the Island for a bit, visit some ocean and beaches... Mmm, that actually sounds really appealing, I should look into that. I may or may not have always had a dream of a little cottage in the forest on the Island (preferably near the ocean, but dreams do what dreams will), maybe I should attempt to pursue that...Hmmmmmmmm...
 
I guess I should probably change the sales thingies now, or at least take the old ones down as today's the last day for this silly little sale, I do still have like two hours left here before I'm done. Time to procrastinate until I forget to do things again! Wee! 
 

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Procrastination turned into actually doing my job, so that's not too shabby and helps kill time reasonably well, helping people with paint and matching things and stuff. One of them was a guy who just went through a breakup and apparently woke up and said "I'm gonna paint this place today" so we got him all sorted out and that's what he's doing today, which was fun to help sort through. And  now I'm back to this, so back to slowness, as expected on Sundays.

 

Mmm, I should do a top 10 list of my least favorite things to colour match... I've already got it started in my head, so it should be easy enough to do. I'll probably finalize it in three weeks time when I'm actually leaving and will post it on a message board in the store the night that I leave for kicks, checking to see if they noticed the next day when I drop off my key... and if not then pointing it out to them and being all "use this as a guideline for hating things" for the next to step up as the "colour match person" (which is basically what my role ended up being).

 

Right, job thing, I should go do that now, so I guess I'll sign off.

 

Cheers!

~Cam

Sunday, May 28, 2017

Sunday Funday (But More Accurately Not Fun)

Hey guess what! I’m bored! On a Sunday in a paint store! Time to ramble!
 
…As a note, I should probably go into these with some sort of game plan. Also though, the most authentic rambling is the rambling I do when I don’t plan things. So, here we go.
 
 
Big gap in posts, largely due to general increase in being busy at work, which I have mixed feelings towards, and also general nothingness to talk about. I’m…not good at making up conversation. What I am good at is knowing too much about lots of things and being able to talk about them at length whenever they do come up in conversation. With this and my lack of speaking in general comes the air of being excessively neutral about most things (which is pretty accurate actually, I don’t tend to take sides without proper reasoning and proof…I could probably be a decent mediator) and that I’m not opinionated. These are only half-truths. On things that I don’t care about then yeah, I probably don’t have any sort of opinion on the subject, but things that I have a vested interest in I am quite opinionated about. Not to say I don’t think that the opinions of others are valid and don’t respect them, ’cause obviously they are and I do my best to not be obnoxious about basically anything. There are some exceptions to that though, the biggest being people who try to convince me that the earth is flat.
 
 
Why, in the world, at this point in time and the technology at our disposal, does anyone even remotely rational give it a second that that the earth might be flat? That’s probably the crux of it though, it’s the irrational people who believe that it’s just one huge flippin’ conspiracy to cover up that the earth is actually just a disk… I’m already working myself up about this, so I should probably avoid that topic, but let’s just start with some retaliation questions, like “if it’s just a disk why do time zones work?” And “how do you explain the frigid climates in both the north and the south?” what about “why are seasons different in the north and south hemisphere?” Or even “Gravity: If flat then how?”
 
 
Ugh, I need to not think about the ignorance of the masses… I’m getting all riled up.
 
 
So, several months have passed and things have happened in the world: Gorillaz released a new album (which I enjoy quite a bit), Nintendo is making the second biggest videogame comeback ever thanks to the switch and all the major titles that are being announced for it (the last one was also done by nintendo with the NES) and have recently hit an 8 year high in the stock market thanks to the Monster Hunter XX switch version announcement (which boosted its stocks by over 5%, increasing its market value by $2,200,000,000 in one day [I like using the whole numbers, bigger impact than “million” vs “billion”]) and made me exceptionally more glad that I managed to get my hands on a Switch (as I super love monster hunter), which are still notoriously hard to find in most places. Quick review: Freakin’ love it, it’s what everyone wanted the Wii U to be, compact, can be used on the go or on a TV, lots of couch multiplayer and controller options. Also “The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild” is rather phenominal and a huge step in the right direction (aka: away from the linear progression) while simultaneously going back to its roots.
 
 
I got side tracked… so things: I may or definitely did order basically a whole new computer tower assembly, most of which should be here in the next week or so, hopefully the rest of it gets shipped out soon, I want my new build ready for Stormblood (the next Final Fantasy 14 expansion, which officially launches June 20th but early access for preorders [which I did, natch] starts June 16th) which I am WAY TOO HYPED FOR. Like, so excited that I’m having difficulty playing the current game becase the new changes look so good. There’s not actually anything wrong…for the most part…with my current computer, but it’s been a while and my hardware is starting to show its age. Still faster than anything I deal with at work, and I think I just need to replace the RAM and some case fans to fix its current issue, but also shiny new processor and graphics card, also faster RAM…also more USB 3 options….and I may get a new mouse. My computer is the source of my hobbies, so keeping it relatively up to date is not uncommon. I’m excited, I really enjoy tinkering with and building compuers, s’a lot of fun. Also I can use my “old” computer as a recording computer, just need a cheapo monitor so I can watch keep track of stuff…I should do more of that, but I find it awkward to even attempt it due to not living alone. I’m not knocking having El Jordo as a roommate, he’s fine and probably the better roommate, but boy howdy I find my inhibitions about doing stuff in full swing when people are around, I’m way more open and willing to try things and get stuff done when I’m home alone, which is like 90% me not wanting to get in other people’s way and 10% me being shy.
 
 
Whelp, brain ran out of thoughts for the ramblings. Time to go do something else.
 
 
Cheers!
 
~Cam

Monday, January 2, 2017

Offseason Camblings, Part Fifth of Unknown: New Year, New Post, Same Old Me.

Ah, the day that should’ve been the STAT for us but isn’t because of the stupid “open sundays” decision that I’ve ranted enough about already. Were you expecting me to not post things due to being incredibly busy? What a foolish thing to think on a day where a lot of things are closed and we should be too. Here I sit, doing pretty much nothing but waiting for paint to dry (literally, though I’m not actively watching it do so, colour matches), not rushing anything because there is no need, everything’s “I’ll need this in like 3 days” so I’ve got time to let it dry naturally (which I prefer, less Alligatoring) which in turn gives me time to type things and ramblings.
 
Alright, “I’m bored” paragraph out of the way, onto the things. You know, the things, with the stuff. Me, rambling, etcetera, that sort of thing. Christmas came and went, enjoyable time spent with family, got lovely comforts, the highlights of which were all of them (Cozy Slippers, Viking Toque w/ attachable Beard, Big Ole Pillow), and they were all put to use nigh immediately. I’m currently wearing the Viking Toque sans Beard (I don’t wanna get paint in the beard, that’d be bad) and have been getting lots of compliments from the very few people who have been in to see it. Also as I got ill within a couple days of Christmas (the 28th, specifically, which was Cheesefest ’16 and I missed it, boo) I put the pillow through its paces by being bedridden for the entirety of a day. Slippers go on as soon as I get home and rarely come off. A bunch of practical, comfortable gifts that I enjoy quite thoroughly. Oh, and Grandma dun gud and gave us food. I love food. 
 
Speaking of food, my Dad’s got this whole “some people eat to live, others live to eat” thing he says rather frequently. I can see the sense in that, but I don’t think it’s quite that black and white. I love food. Experiencing new things, flavour explorations, finding and trying things I’ve never heard of, pushing my mouth to its flavourful limits. These things I love doing, it’s always fun even if I don’t like it in the end, it was worth it for the experience of learning that fact. Prime examples of that include my standing agreement with Dan that I will try any drink he wants me to, even though I will probably hate it and we both know this. The willingness to try is key. That being said, and reemphasizing the fact that I love doing that, I fully admit to being a very boring eater at home. Simplicity is key when it comes to feeding myself for daily nutrition. I regularly eat the same thing daily for a while before I start really craving something else and have to switch it up for the sake of mental wellbeing. I do still subscribe to a saying that I tweaked a while ago, “Variety is the spice of life, but consistency is the substance.” You can’t survive on spice alone, guys. A large chunk of this comes from the “I can’t be bothered to put in a lot of effort for myself” mindset I’ve got when it comes to cooking. I may have discussed this before, but I’m rather terrible at cooking for one. If I have someone to cook for it ends up much better/fancier that whatever I would’ve made myself. I’m just way better at doing things for people than I am for myself, not just with cooking. I need the external motivation/request, self-motivation and/or drive is something I lack quite noticeably and I have little to no idea how to fix that. I’ve heard in the past that I’m the type of person who just “needs someone to look after me,” but I think it’s rather the opposite, I need someone to look after. Then comes finding said person, which is a topic I’m about to avoid…. RIGHT NOW!
 
Like halfway through that paragraph I said something about “The willingness to try is key.” Let’s expand on this, starting with food but we’ll wander elsewhere. So there are people I know, quite a few of, and often younglings/children, who aren’t willing to try new foods. They’re positive they won’t like it, or think it’ll be yucky or they’ll find the texture weird, whatever. Basically what it comes down to is that they’re afraid it will be a bad experience. Sure, that’s understandable, trying something that you immediately hate is a pretty awful experience (looking at you, double salted Dutch Drops), and stays with you forever (staring you down, double salted Dutch Drops), and you will probably never try them again (glaring at you, double salted Dutch Drops). That being said, being too afraid to try anything will make you a very dull eater. Plain cheese pizza? May as well have just ordered cheesy bread. PB&J Sammich every day? To almost-quote Raymond Holt of Brooklyn Nine-Nine, “It contains nearly all the nutrients your body needs, its contents have a long shelf life and it’s so simple a child can make it.” Now, don’t get me wrong, I love me some cheesy bread and PB&J sammys, but there’s so much more to pizza and sandwiches than those two can offer. There are vast pizza and sandwich worlds out there with so many varieties and so much to offer, it would be such a huge shame if all you ever ate was the same cheese pizza and PB&J sammich day in and day out. Those are just examples, but I think it gets the point across. So basically, the willingness to try is a type of courage. You know you may hate it and you may be afraid that you will initially, but you’ll take the risk anyway because you never know until you try. 
 
Slight deviation: Courage versus Fearlessness versus Recklessness. I don’t know how much people think about the distinction between them, but it comes up enough in my head that I’ve got a solid personal differentiation, and it may be in a dictionary or something but I’m not gonna go looking right now. Ready, Go! One who is Reckless jumps into most situations headlong without considering the consequences of his actions, often to the detriment of others. One who is Fearless recognizes the dangers of a situation but jumps in with no regard to his wellbeing. One who is Courageous is being afraid of doing something but doing it anyway, normally for the sake of others. There is a fairly fine line between Reckless and Fearless, but they’re different enough that they deserve their own descriptions. So yeah, that’s how I define those in my head. Just figured I’d throw that out there for no particular reason.
 
Side note, My two favorite compliments I’ve ever recieved are as follows, in order of time received: “You are a gentleman and a scholar” and “You’re probably the best hire I’ve been a part of; you’re fearless [with respect to talking to people], you’re not afraid to ask questions and you have no ego.” Just thought I’d throw that out there.
 
Topic Change: Round 2 of “Past and Present Favorites, Why and How; A Discussion of Entertainment and Appeal”
 
Ready, go! On the docket today is one of the very few console games I had limited access to as a kid (we weren’t big into that sort of thing as a family, it was only brought out when we were really sick), Wonderboy in Monster Land for the Sega Master System. This game has stuck with me even to this day, probably largely in part to how limited our play time, but also it was one of those games that I strove to beat as a kid. It was long, there was a lot to it (comparatively) and it was hard to beat. Basic premise was such: You are Wonderboy, the land is being terrorized by a dragon, you need to go find and beat it. It’s one of the earlier action-platform/RPG combos that I played, requiring some potentially very precise jumping and striking, with a strong gear-progression side to it requiring exploration and finding hidden lots of things. There were 4 types of gear upgrades, each with a specific and sometimes necessary purpose; Sword for increasing damage done, Shield for blocking projectiles, Armor to lessen damage done, and boots to increase jumping/platforming ability. It was very much an arcade-style game, as most/all were back then, having a timer that counted down to death and limited lives and no type of save system in place (be it password or otherwise) and requiring a good deal of luck and even more “play repeatedly until you know everything” knowledge.
 
 …crap, I’m gonna have to finish this at home. I do want to talk more about Wonderboy in Monsterland, but I’ve gotta close shop soon.
 
 Alright, now home w/ food and lapdesk (I recently bought a lapdesk to enhance couch-typing), and ready to go. 
 
So yeah, Wonderboy in Monsterland. The trick to its longevity was the lack of information it gave you upfront. You had to play and experiment, looking for hidden shops or bags of gold that spawned out of thin air in order to make progress or enhance performance, and there was a LOT of stuff to find. Some of the stores/doors gave hints to items that’d boost your abilities but most of the time you had to figure it out yourself. Which I did. Eventually. The worst culprit of this was the final dungeon area, where, if you find the right hidden door, you’re given a choice between a bell and a ruby. The bell tells you which way to go (it’s actually one of those repeating maze places, so that’s very useful), and the ruby weakens the dragon on the initial hit, taking its life down by like half which is SUPER useful since he hits like a truck and is the hardest fight in the game by quite a bit. This game took a long time to learn everything and the order in which to do it all, but that was like 90% of the appeal. Figuring out how to get things, making sure you found all the secrets, it’s a game that took time and skill (both of memory and action-platforming), increasing your power and ability along the way to cope with the challenges the game throws at you, requiring crazy things like float shoes, beating secret bosses, finding hidden dungeons, all sorts of other things. It was a fun game, and I beat it all of once. Got to the last boss a few times, but learning the route to be able to do it required dumb luck or using the bell, the former being unreliable at best and the latter meaning you went into the last fight at a major disadvantage. That fight basically required you to have the best stuff in the game in order to survive it, which also took some learning and doing. I think I loved it for the challenge, I’m definitely a sucker for that, which will be delved into elsewhen. Also it was colourful with unique enemies and distinct visual upgrades for new gear, which always helps keep it interesting. 
 
  …I lost my train of thought, also have to go get groceries, I may continue this one later, there was a lot more to the game than I first figured I’d talk about, including things like bosses and how you had to make sure you jumped over the key to get all the money they dropped and how there were like 3 bosses that you could fight repeatedly for extra money and the whole jumping on clouds to find hidden stuff…actually that about covers it. I really liked that game, but I don’t think it’ll have aged well. I may try to play it again for kicks and giggles (aka: nostalgia) at some point though.
 
Alright, that’s it for me, have a good ’in folks.
 
Cheers, ~Cam